A Fast Paced Random Post of the Month

Hi, just a quick note on here, because I want to.
I don't know who really likes to see what I post, I don't mind if there are a lot of people seeing it or not. It has no importance whatsoever. But if you kindly want to tell me you like what I do, I truly appreciate it. Also your suggestions are important too. It's truly helpful to make this blog nice for all.

Now a quick story:

There is this guy who wanted to go one day alone. Have a walk to the street, maybe to the park, and maybe to get an ice cream and stay there beside the grass and under the tree. Then return home and take a shower and then go to sleep.

But then the next day he was walking to the street again and went to the park again, got another ice cream, and sit beside the grass under the tree. But he didn't returned. What he saw in front of him. Another boy. It was not like him, it was not him. It was a different guy. Around his age, wearing glasses like him, kinda different clothes but of similar composition. That guy was looking at him. Both looks got crossed, passed through the glasses, and reached the eyes of the other. They were both silent, they stared at each other for around 2 minutes. It was an intense stare.

But between that moment, he saw it, the eyes of the boy, and all what it has behind. Somehow a crack in his world, a little hole that can be seen. The thoughts of that boy were seen.
It was an idea after an idea after an idea. The thing was, it didn't  seem to be his idea. What he saw was incredible, he was thinking how other people are doing right at this moment! Lot's of people, lots of idea, lots of action, lots of worries, lots of suffering, lots of happiness, lots of despair.
Lots of ideas that happens at the same time, and seeing it that much at the same time could be confusing...

At some blink, he snapped out of it. And like a signal , the boy just jumped surprised. He looked at you worried, and then tears came out pouring, but no change of his face was shown. Before you could do anything, the boy stepped out and ran away.

After that he returned home and took a shower and then went to sleep.

Thinking for a while, he thought only about this boy, what would be doing at that moment. He guessed the boy was thinking about how people were thinking before they are sleeping.

Maybe the boy was thinking about him. Maybe the boy think he was already asleep....

------------------------------------------

I shouldn't think about it too often, it's like... I don't know. It's weird.
Thinking about someone else....
I worry sometimes...
And sometimes, I shouldn't worry.

I want to think, he can be alright....
I want to think, he can do his best....
I want to think, he is thinking about me...
I want to think, also he may be asleep...

Will he know I'm thinking about him? Maybe the best thing he would say is. Go to sleep, tomorrow will be a new day. Don't worry if you don't think about it. I'm fine. Because I know the moment we're here, I know you're there.
When I'm asleep, I'm alone, but that's alright, because it has to be that way.
When I wake up, that's the time to think to I want to care the most....

Random Post of the Month

    Why did I want to give my all to show my position to others, to be known by others, to be interested by others?

    Why I feel everything else is just waste of time and I shouldn't do things like I'm doing right now, just to impress others? What's my motivation on doing things for myself? If I ever get something in return for what I'm doing, and if someone would recognize something because of it? There should be that one who no matter what other say, he would appreciate all the things you do. Feeling inside like I haven't got into rough paths and experienced the harsh things everyone else had experienced before. The only thing I've done was evade all of this, instead of facing them. All their tries gave them experience; all the difficult moments gave them knowledge.

    I know I can only stay here under the blankets, not accepting what's outside, but still I'm trying, in my own way, and maybe I'm doing the long way, but somehow I learn more each time I do something risky, but then it's only to know if I still can face again the difficulties in life. I only want support when I feel like failing on something.

    At school, failing's not an option; therefore my positions may have led to something in which mistakes are severely reminded. I can only say that I feel in a better position each time I take control of myself. Hope people can understand my own ways to do things.

    But still then, when I make serious mistakes, why I feel like I can't handle all the emotion emerging from myself? Why I have to face it? Even if my most tremendous fears would come and frighten me to unconscious levels, submerging my body into a dizzy situation that could black me out of my senses, and act desperately? Of course it's just a moment, of course I really dislike it! Of course I would be filled up of strong emotion, unable to think (I dislike that too!), unable to get out one solution, unable to see it clearly, and feeling like my voice expression gets worse to tell what I feel....

    It's just incredible to think the bunch of emotions I have felt, the emotions I got recently and the bunch of emotions to feel in the future. I mean, there are a lot of things I haven't felt, because of my fear of getting too involved into a situation, and getting into great trouble. I can't even notice where are the things I'm doing wrong, I just feel like it, and only feel it is bad,, because nothing can get clear.

    I just have to assume that the things people say are really the things they think, even if something else I might think about it. That thing about trust and believe in words is difficult to put, maybe because of the weird swirl of ideas surrounding the idea of the people who said it. Then, it will be times where I can’t be her maintaining the position of the User, attending reality issues. Then, it will be times where others would do that too. Even if we’re here, it’s only the position on this digital world, maintaining our data in form of bytes, strengthening up our Position of User by the things we do and publish here.

    Nice thing I have written a lot, even if I thought I didn't do so.

Random Post of the Month

Misunderstanding of People
This is a little bit of a strange situation that is being controlled by the Objective Motion of the Attributive Values of this blog, the one who makes those posts, the Attribution of Erick Medina and all what he lives, in a effort to show you how things are going on. I don’t know why this introduction.
Before I lose it....

Random Post of the Month

 Hope you liked the last post. I’m trying to make a post while watching a Nostalgia Critic video. I’m just a classic one viewing videos from 2008. I’m getting distracted because I’m expecting the funny moments to appear. Also I’m practicing again my arrangement of ideas. I know certain sentences get wrong on context, so it would be awesome if you can see something that can seem out of logic, you can tell me or send me a message (my username: stndnerdboy11, my email: gmail.com [hope this is a logical notion]).
    Why I’m watching this? I don’t know. Why do you usually watch it? Maybe because you are depressed enough you say  “That’s enough of all of that [the bad things]” and you know you need to get distracted from it, so all the feelings go away. And that’s when you watch something [a video]. I don’t know if I have to sleep, or if I have to watch a video. If I have to write, of if I have to make something else. Somehow it’s working. I know I have to sleep earlier but let’s see how it goes while I’m trying to reconsider, and while trying to find an answer. I’m seeing a Star Wars Christmas Special…!?  Oh my god!! D:
    I can’t understand it at all!! D:  I can’t concentrate at all! And then Nostalgia Critic’s faces.... hehehe. I’m getting fun. But I can’t understand it! Why I don’t understand? (But I can get fun about it). I can’t concentrate D:
    Ok. I stopped the video for a little bit of concentration. I’m getting entertained but because I feel to write another random thing, I can’t help to say I’m fine. And yeah. This random post made me the great idea of writing a post about Star Wars, and it’s kinda different connotations. I will talk about the 6-movie saga more than the other franchise. So it would be easier to talk about (because I saw them hehe)
    Now I’m watching again this, maybe I’m getting anxious in a funny way. (How can that possible happen?) Maybe that wasn’t the video I expected. But still funny.... but still.... I don’t understand some of those video’s endings. They are just as exaggerate as the movies they show, but I guess that’s the point of the show....

Random Post of the Month

    If you can tell, I had another random post, but it was just as incoherent as this one but the last one didn’t wanted to be “of the Month” , so this is.

    Why I wanted to write, because I wanted to get out of some random routinely activities I do on each day, so I can be fine as I am now, and I want to feel this way. Knowing nothing about what things other people would do. And I know I can’t get out of my head the ideas I create, but fortunately I’ve been learning to control all of this and focus on the real thing, rather than act on emotional impulse that can  made me lose valuable time.

    It’s all about having an hour or two by day trying to calm myself to focus on the most important things, but I know I can control it because I’m widening and opening up more to people, the people I have the confidence to talk, and I feel great.

    This is going to be short because I want to make a post on the last day of this Month so maybe I can tell a lot more things on that hehe, well, see you then :3

Random Post of the Month

    It’s been a while that I visit here, in fact, it’s like not everybody I know would visit here..., even if I’m still making promotions and stuff. But still I like to write, just that my emotional thoughts and my everyday activities made me not doing it. So here are some random thoughts of today:
    I know that I’m not as good as everybody; I haven’t experienced the things other people had. I have seen it on their post they make every day here and in their photos and their own thoughts, of course it’s not like I have the time with all the things I have to do on a single day..., or that’s what I always think....
    Anyway, I could see how people are talking in a curious way I get amazed by it. I would want to compare it with all the other male people I have seen, starting with the clothing. Extroverted people like to dress in a fashioned way, so they can show a physical appearance and a very good look in their faces. They also like to make comments about the things that happen in the world and other things. It’s common here to have behaviors and thinking in relation to people of the world, or in other words, globalization has made a great influence in this place. Of course it’s my country, near other great country with a relative mindful range of opinions that make surprises to everyone else and make influences on them too; I also was affected with that.
    Internet and the American culture inscribed in it, there’s no deny I would want to feel the modern cultural actions and events they usually have. I know people that feel the same, but the difference is that I have discovered by myself; therefore I’m in this alone, for now.
    I’m not worried, even though I have made lots of instances of my position with nobody taking the chance to it, maybe because I’m not in reality immersed in it, for now. I know I have done some things a globalized person would do, having blogs and pages other than the Great Social Network. Also I have been into other pages with forums, even though I haven’t entered fully as a user, and saw lots of videos, heard good music and played good games.
    The fact is even if I’m not a person whose roots are of the American culture, the influence here is extremely high; you could hear the voices across the board (because our country is like his brother... hehehe). So it’s obvious that we would want to be like our brother and live peacefully. I can think that we could share lots of good things. And also it would be awesome to be friends with some native person living in the USA, even if direct roots wouldn't appoint to someone living there. And also it would be cool if one of the people I know that knows a lot about Globalized culture would share things to me that I haven’t experienced a lot about it.
    The influence of that culture is great and even so I would not want to lose mine, in fact I don’t want all the influence. I have my culture and traditions we gladly celebrate. Also its political, economical and social ideas, especially social ideas are quite something. Everything with the relationship and other weird things you could find if you search well, seems to be as normal if you can see it from the Internet perspective, which I could think in reality some things are quite reserved, but still normal. I can’t really tell it because, I haven’t experienced it yet.
    Of course I have read all of these, of course I have seen their positions and of course I may have one or two in a direct or indirect position. Even if they may have a point, I can’t really tell it until I find the right direction to make it viable into my real position, and until I could find a relatable thing near the Place of Action.
    >///< I’m still confused..., I think. I don’t really want to develop more and dissociate some points of what I can say in this Position of the Nick. Only I can say I want to talk to whatever people who want to share his time with me, or at least wants to make me a good comment and make me feel happy at that day, regardless of whoever he is.
    I know for sure my position is against topics that could aggrieve severely to someone’s living. I know everyone is deserved to live and make a good contribution to the world, the two great things we are designed to be here. Live and share your gift to the world. Sharing our gift is making others to be happy in difficult times, whatever his situation is. The thing that is at our hands is quite enough to make it happen.
    So, yeah, I don’t know yet. I’m just a boy who is still studying for something in order to get an income and be part of this society. Everything else is in stand-by, but I’m making my best to change that and be a very happy boy. I’m happy to know that, but in whatever situation I may encounter later, to whomever people, I know I can be good at it.

:B

Random Post of the Month

Hello! How are you? I’m fine and you? Fine, fine, thanks…
Did you know? What?
…
    There’s a lot of stuff in my mind to talk about, but it’s only a matter of the one who starts the conversation with one topic?
    And what about the one who doesn’t want to talk about anything? Or what if both don’t want to start the conversation with one topic and that? That’s because they don’t know what to talk?
    And if they don’t know what to talk, isn’t that better to start knowing each other what they like? I suppose that’s a good start, but they are so busy, or they don’t have time because they have fulfilled their needs of Belonging on Friendship, so there’s no need for them to worry about that…
    But it’s not bad to try to tell your need of Belonging, maybe he cannot be the one, but maybe he can redirect you to someone else whose time can match yours…
    Or maybe you can still adventure the Online Mode and try to meet some new friends. Practicing conversation and stuff, try to share something to someone, of course try not to overdo your practicing or try to not to think you can’t talk to anybody and overlooking a lot in your mind, and not doing something productive…
    Maybe when I feel I need to talk to someone I should do so. But the thing is what to talk, and also I don’t know if talking about Emotional Issues would help… Maybe that’s because I may not get up to the expectation to the other person… I don’t know.
    One thing is finishing your work and another thing is having time with your friends. That’s how it is.
    The moment you have a more scheduled life, you’ll know you can dedicate some valuable time in each place you are. Your moment is now School and Home, so you can be happy either in both of them. They say to be you.  So I’ll be me. And whatever weird thing I feel it would happen, I should be cautious about it.
    I’m just impressed on how people talk to others and say things that in my opinion or I wouldn’t say it or I would think that’s not the way to say it because it may be jealous or angry or something, but the one who receives it acts like nothing happened. Maybe that’s because they know each other very well and how they really behave, and they don’t seem to be bothered.
    Because, you know, if you have something to say, just say it. You know it right?
    Yeah I know. I should be meeting the one who can talk with me most of the time and have great idea of dialogue development.
    Ok, I should be fine about it. And not feel like being ignored if you are not caring about others too.
    I just need to rearrange my position and try again…

Random Post of the Month

    Hello, I think this is a random post. So I should make a lot of effort to be on time with those blog posts.

    What interesting thing I can say today…? There has been a lot of information and a lot of data streaming from everywhere. People always express what their hearts and minds feel about certain recent topics. I do also make those expressions.  It’s interesting because you can see how true is certain data, what things do you trust, and what things you think is far from reality. People say arguments the way they feel the best they do, but doing so doesn't mean it’s an objective and proper thing to do.

    There is something on the state of Opinion called “Understanding the information”, depending on its source, its purpose , what does the argument really means and if that has strong support based on other true statements. There’s a book I read about it, in fact, it was for an English class I took, supposedly it was advanced English. The book talks a lot about instruments of analysis you can use to state biased information and the veracity of the same. It can help you trying to understand better comments and arguments, and also to make replies that tell on which parts the information is not related to the main topic, something like that….

    Instead of arguing on a yelling-type writing expression, it’s better to try to lessen the anger and think more from the mind rather to from the heart. Because it’s easy to be offended to every comment we think it’s not on our beliefs, it’s recommended to stay calm and make a better reply.

    But as some note says “As long as they still send rage in their posts, the Internet’s data flow will increase, therefore, the site becomes wealthier”….

“Because it’s easy to say it and send it, and difficult to think ‘a little’ about it…”

Random post for special Occasion...

      Well, time to be Random, and go through a series of silly events that everyone could think this is so dumb, maybe you may not get the attention to it. But nobody knows that between those words full of randomness, there are special words that somebody with lots of free time will get to read it. Or maybe you would find interesting everything I say because the Internet has lots of random things, and being an Internet user, some of this words are ineffective to us..., I guess so.


      My writing has a purpose: expression of ideas and Idea analysis, and when I refer to "Idea Analysis" is the doing of processing information of every type. A good thinking is when you get a good conclusion from the things you know and using your mind for those activities are a good way to know the world and get far away from ignorant-based ideas...


      My mind is very active, he doesn't know when to stop thinking, so I imagine places and people and events and other kind of data, and then it comes to my mind, one or two ideas comes related to that, as if they were into explaining the origin of the data. So you can be in a place where everything is happiness, or to a place where everything is pure darkness..., or you can be in a dark place but holding a sword of light that guides you along, or you just got into an adventure where you can fight monsters and other things in mind....


      So, just a Random post for the Special Occasion. What special Occasion is? Well, just think about this day (the day this was posted), and tell, what was the most important thing you heard about this day?


[Not because I'm following everybody, but...]




{A little word from the Nerdy Part:
 "It's just only a day, nothing special happened today, so keep off counting binary numbers, because if you think it very clearly, you can't consider 2 as a binary digit..."
}

Expression of Nonsense

Yay, another entry! (Sure it is... *heheheh*). Sure you are one of the few people who have seen this blog, and it’s only two months old… [-Yeah, your carefulness of the words is kind of difficult to comprehend…]

But hey, even if I only share to the ones they care for me, I could make this blog an awesome one for them. So, there it seems to be a simple blog entry. But my mind is developing a fast idea topic in order to complement the first idea written. I could say nonsense and try to challenge people to tell me what did I say with all that. Or maybe I could need some topics taken from everywhere and try to express that with my own experiences and ideas, so they could enjoy more this blog and the main purpose to making it.

I want to be constant with my entries, but motivation motion and support is needed to make this blog be more ‘alive’ and then the sharing will be easier. If they don’t care much about it they won’t look this as interesting. Because, "what things he would write that my complex and mind full of experiences could see it as amazing?". Maybe you can prove it if you see all the information that is presented.

Also, my entries are especially designed for the reader to see it’s not a simple blog for one reader. Therefore, I’ll do for the better understanding of the practical social expression with those entries. Although I am the one who writes this blog, I’m free to hear your comments, suggestions and other things regarding this blog, how you feel with the information explained and also language grammatical expressions and other things.

Really, I have so many things to talk about, only need the support and the ideas from you, for as you can see, it’s difficult for this guy to express his true points of view [-Without feeling very observed by everybody]. 


"-But I can overcome this nonsense of my lack of skills...
"-Only because you want that your friends can make a better perspective of you..."
"-Expression, it's all about expression!"
"-...*seems kinda skeptical* "
"-How can everybody can easily express themselves even in Internet?"
"-... and even the ones who in real life there are not so talk-active..."
"-..., because they fell not pressured with the eyes of each person, but even I...."
"-Yeah, yeah, I understand; your active mind will easily visualize the people's face..."
"-Hmm... *not satisfied with that...* "