Convention Adventures 002

[NOTE: Considering as last entry : Convention Adventures 001]

Hello. I once again went to another convention this week, trying to conquer again the Increasing Potential of the Nerd-Type Status. What new things did I see? Not a lot of things I could tell, but the awesome thing were the people where I was along. And also it was awesome to buy some things. I guess I will talk about the key points of this convention.

I was happy to be with some friends at one time and at another time of the day. First we saw what they sell: t-shirts, figurines, plushies, posters, manga books, anime series, trading cards and related stuff. Also sushi and other Japanese food, and pizza... Also the most noticeable thing: the cosplay they have the people in the convention. Most of it anime characters, but I think there wasn't a lot of people cosplaying, or I think I didn't recognize a lot of characters. There was no Naruto character, neither a Mario character. I saw one Link and one Pikachu girl. The pokemon cosplay were more noticeable: Team Magma cosplay, some person with a blue cape holding a Piplup, the new characters of the Black/Withe version..... Also then was Sakura from CardCaptors, some Japanese school dressed girls, and a lot of people from colors of black and red (I was in a red t-shirt so...).

As always, there were the cosplay contest, a karaoke contest, a drawing contest, a videogame place and a Yu-Gi-Oh! tournament. Some person came who makes dubbing in series and movies. And there was a Touhou dancing (I guess it was part of the cosplay contest) where a lot of girls danced to Cirno's Perfect Math Class (one of the most amazing things happened in the convention, of course I like Touhou Series...)

Also the things I bought: I got one Pikachu plushie *Yay for my nerdy accomplishment*. When I saw it I remembered the aspect of the first Pikachu when appeared on the Game Boy Red/Blue version, some Zelda Poster and some keychain.

Now, the things I liked from going there. It was always a doubtful idea of going alone and only see things and do nothing interesting. Luckily I was with people I know and also they know me. School and other things were something hard to get along or difficult to talk because of the time, but when we are here, we could be anything more than a simple student or a normal person. Even so, I know the things we understand also we can get into consideration and say awesome things because they have appeared. Like Pokemon stuff, recognize the characters is awesome to share. Also when I get to know more people that my friends know. Nothing is getting low, only we need a perfect moment to be what we really are. Conventions are important in order to be more open to the real me and everyone could understand I'm no weirdo in the group of the Nerd-Type Attribution.

And so, after I thought I have saw enough I returned home. When a convention ends, I could get more Motivation Points to continue on course into the Adventure. Sharing the things with my friends one more time, we return to our duties and make homework due tomorrow...

-"It's awful there're no many moments like this, but when they come, the Nerdy Kind will be attracted by the awesomeness of the event.."
-"And you took photos of those of the Touhou girls..."
-"Touhou girls will be cool, and Pokemon also will be cool!"
-"Oh, so when will be training your 'captured' Pikachu?"
-"Huh, but I have 'other' Pokemon to train..."
-"OK... so it will be my pleasure to train your Pikachu!"*rushes at the Pikachu*
-"Wait..."
-"Oh, Pikachu! What a cute little one we have here, let me teach you some awesome moves and you'll be a powerful Pokemon you'll see."
-"Well..."
-"Oh, sure I can have it when you're occupied with your 'work', right?"
-"Well..., I t-think so..."
-"Of course, because you need time to train it..."
-"It's only a plushie..."

[By the way, most of Touhou characters are girls, and as you can see, my Nerdy Part can be nerdy at some times... *weird as it seems*]

A "Perfect Friend" and a Second Chance

    Friendship, I don't know exactly why I still gather information about it. It seems that I'm so obsessed about having friends who share their thoughts to me and be with me all the time, someone who has the same activities like me and being along to all places I go. My vision of friendship was in a certain way wrong, confusing, not understandable, weird…. I considered that being with a friend will get me more into knowing more about friendship: sharing things and ideas, experiences and activities of life.
    The problem was, they don't seem to share most of it with me. I could see it, those who I consider as friends, sharing more things to the other people, getting into the detail more, giving the time with them, and other similar things. Maybe they share the most important points; maybe they believe I won't give a good response of its awesome activities; maybe I’m not his best friend, only a friend of the moment, or maybe I don’t have something good to share or an interesting thing to comment.
    “They are always the same.  They have the same behavior: being silent with me, not saying something when we gather in a place, talking things I guess they don’t know what to say, because maybe that’s not the thing they want to talk or maybe their normal activities are not for my ears to listen….”  Those were the words I conclude of all the gatherings I had with my friends. And I was trying to say something at that moment, something appropriate, similar to the conversation we were having now, to get the attention of my friend, to let him know my friendship is good and innocent. Nothing came to my mind, and they would say I was a timid boy, a boring person, someone whose life would not get the attention of anybody…, I don’t know if my life would be interesting, or worth of tell.
    But, the thing is, they’re right. My life has little interesting things to share; I was poor of experiencing activities of life; my experiences of life were inferior to those of great notoriety. It’s confusing, because I don’t get quickly what things they like, and if I share those things they like, or something similar, would they get the idea of my sharing? So time got on me, but at that time I could finally know what things I could share, and get the confidence of sharing with my friend what I really like. But when thing happens happily, they would expand their horizon to the world and sees something better….
    “They are always the same. They have the same behavior: finding other person, being in the group or in the same moment. That person joins in, and we have a fresh start, but the circumstances of life make a radical change, and the friend’s position get the attention more on the new person he has joined in. Maybe he knows that person in some place I didn't know, but new events would end in an awful moment….”  Those are the words I got when I know I have lost a friend. And I defended my position of getting the idea of being friends, overcome the situation we were facing and getting again the attention of my friend, to let him know my  friendship was still worth it, and I would never leave that. My defenses were broken, and I got hurt, because of that silly situation that wasn't so important; exaggerated the situation and blame the damage to them. And they could think I’m a perfectionist for a friendship….
    Unfortunately, they’re right again. Those little things they did to me and didn't know they would hurt me would broke my emotional control and end a good friendship, because they acted like children and made a bad joke on me, didn't say sorry of that and ignored the situation… or because they didn't consider that friendship as such, or because they were wandering in their own minds, blocking a friendship they didn't want, or because they leave the state of moment of life unexpectedly, or because they didn't know that friendship was so important to me. That, because I only wanted to be with somebody at recess….
    But all those conclusions made me think friendship it’s not about being perfect in finding something they would not hurt you once and being mad at him. It only occurred once, and others were because of misplacement of moment, or an end of a stage. But other than that, those were the friends I had at that time. Other people didn't become friends of mine, so the maintenance of friendship wasn't practiced a lot. Only if they had taught me or tell me what would be having a best friend beside you at that time.
Also, those made me think I could give a second chance on anybody I knew in past times, if they wanted to at least talk with me, or give me a message or other things if they have at least five minutes of their time.  Give a second chance of those who had leaved the space of moment, and get there. Because, when I lose contact with a friend, I find difficult to talk with him again, even I want it so, I could get afraid of see what is going to happen. So a second chance is also a new opportunity to me to get in contact to people I know and I want to talk to him, so they can see that in the time I was so shy to talk to that person, I have a strong interest of knowing him more.


“- A second change means telling the people I’m not as shy as I used to be.”
“-And also to see you’re not the Mr. Perfect guy who didn't want to cry because of those shocking events….”
“-I was afraid at that time, but I didn't want them to be concerned on me….”
“-But now everything has changed, you have overgrown in time those moments…”
“-And what if I make somebody happy?”
“-I don’t think they would get the attention that way….”
“-Mmmm, but why I can’t select my own friends? I think they could be awesome if they were friends….”
“-Maybe they don’t consider that the same. Also the circumstances would not be appropriate….”
“- They only don’t have time for me. It’s not fair…”


     I know I could be friends of anybody of the same sharing of ideas and also I could give the time on them if they consider the position I offer, only they need to understand I’m shy, so if you can get into my shyness, you will obtain my real personality. Also it would be fine not having any friend, because I spend emotional energy to maintain that friendship, if I don't get the retribution, my energy gets low, so a not refundable friendship is exhausting to me. But friendship is needed, because of the energy flow. Having not friends is fine, but the energy flow will not happen properly. Having friends will get fresh and positive energy, spendable to enjoy the best moments of life.

Remembering the first entries 001

               Hello everyone. I hope you like the entries I write for the world [heheheh]. Well, I thought I could show you the entries I wrote since I started, and give you some reason why you need to go visit that entry. It will be fun, motivational, and with a bit of silly things.

1.       Hello World! (Not simply a beginner's program...)  My first entry of the blog, explaining a little bit of my purposes and also who I am.

2.       Expressing Introversion out of your known space...  When I talked about the discovery of anime and comics convention of the local region, much of the things that I wanted to be and in constant searching

3.       A gaming conversation... That the time when I had a project of programming to resolve and finish, and my motivations on continuing it and the details we want to consider.

4.       There's not an Absolute Introversion... Talking about relation between being alone and being with friends or other people, and my shy side mostly appears on those cases…

5.       An Inspiration to Write Explaining more about the blog and my true reasons to blogging and expressing ideas

6.       The Nerd’s Potential A anxious attempt on putting something for the Main Purpose and getting attention of what I like the most

7.       Expression of Nonsense What I always do when I get out of ideas, talk nonsense!

8.       Motivational Point - Don't be afraid Starting Motivational Point

9.       Motivational Point - A Friend's Voice Continuing Motivational Point, referring to all friends I have/had, and it always stays in my mind…

10.   Harry Potter and my Fascination of the Books Talking about Harry Potter, when the last movie was going to get in theaters, maybe I talk about minor spoilers…

11.   A New Adventure awaits... [A Story] One of the stories I made for the blog, when inspiration gave its maximum point and threw a good story of sharing [THIS IS GOOD READING FOR YOUR  MIND]

12.   Blogging is just more than writing a single idea When I noticed I could do more than writing, but I explained the reasons of not putting images other than mine…

13.   Media of Dramatic Idea Imposition Talking about series that gets attention to one of the specific things of the Nerd-Type in an unreal situation or an overstated event.

14.   Fun with awkwardness Another attempt for the Main Purpose

15.   Outside your “own personal world”  Talking about things happening not in your inner world that could be interesting to go visit. Kind a bit of nonsense also…

Well, 15 entries wrote until now, and with this will be 16[Not really for the entry count…] Wow, that is good, so I will continue on writing and getting the time on this, because we can get our hobby on the go with our free time we have left…

[And because this is not a proper entry, my Nerdy Part is sleeping a good rest…. I can sense he has plans of making his arguments better and stronger and nerdier….]

Outside your “own personal world”

               I once said that each person has like his own world. But of course by definition we live in one and only world. It seems that they don’t even define concretely the concept of that word, but mostly they describe “world” as a whole, specially, this planet, the humankind, those who live in this present.

                 

               But in the Mental Representation, the connotation gives the concept of  “inner world” as the graphical place of our idea and our experiences. The idea of resembling the mental dimension as a world is based on our mental association to all visual things that our eyes perceive, and then our mind remembers it being able to represent that image. Our compilation of those images, including sounds and feelings, becomes the world that symbolizes our personality. However, the way you see your inner world is the interpretation you will give to that world: or it helps you generate more ideas with a balanced mind, or it keeps you away from face upon reality.

                 

               In the world of awkward moments and social clumsiness, the limit of our real space is reduced to only have moments of personal issue. But at least we can enjoy great part of our solitude time. But also the position enjoys having fun with other people. But after you have realized it, you’ll understand that going out of your home in a time other than School and other important places is grateful to your mind…

                

                So what’s the point about all this? I thought about my own world, but I don’t know if it is enough to have a cheerful and productive life.... But also, at any time possible you can take the opportunity to go outside and see beyond your vision of life. Maybe one of the most incredible places you can go is a local park. Being in touch with nature helps a lot arranging a fuzzy mind. Also it is great going shopping… and other things that don’t involve being home

                Because, even if we have our world on Internet, different opinions can represent the vision of a different world far away from our homes. But it's enjoyable to hang up with friends if they share similar thoughts or ideas of a certain issue. So, in this time of constant changes, let's hope those ones don't differ from the idea of other people and remain the friendship we still have...

“That’s a good reason to go outside: to see your friends and have fun playing…”

“So you say you have friends?”

“I do have friends; I had some friends also who made their way into the future…”

“And?”

“I guess they have changed a little…”

“You think so? I’ll be generous this time, and say you can be a better friend for them. You need to be there for them, make them pay attention to you. At least write something to state you’re still here…”

“But I’m always here on Internet. There’s no place else I could go, right?”

“I guess so. Only they don’t seem to pay attention to you. You need to confirm that.”

“What would happen if they don’t answer me after that?”
“Hmm, I guess that would be the end…, but you also be patient, and be insistent about your bond…”

“Oh, anyhow, can I talk with you if something happens…?”

Fun with awkwardness

               To my fellow comrades of the world of the collective information, especially those who enters the Attribution of the Nerd-Type, this is for you.

               We don’t seem to care so much the consequences of our clumsy actions, those who don’t harm some person, gets the attention of people, and are practically unreal to others. Although maybe we know how to act in a defined moment, when we feel the comfort and the freedom of strange looks, our real selves appear out of the nowhere.

               Our presence to others is quite a few, other than the Natural Space of Social Gathering, but even in this place they don’t see us regularly. But why do we want to look at unpleasant glances and his faces, telling us our weirdness of ourselves? We don’t get the idea of their strange actions of social madness, and their expressive actions in their music and other stuff…. Luckily we’re not the general people.

               If you feel your world is a limited space surrounded by strangers of every Type but yours, you’ll understand this. Our gateway is the Internet, where we can bridge infinite possibilities of getting bored inside our dorm rooms and at least get out finding new ways to increase our experience points and getting new techniques to impress everybody.

               When it comes of awkwardness, nobody seems to enjoy better those moments than us. Although at that moment you get in a way embarrassed on, for example, say something out of time and out of moment, get excited at something they don’t get it, or laugh unexpectedly without a good reason (and better it is when you let out a malicious one), or do a strange gesture, pose or other they look you as a weird person, you know that your real friends would appreciate your silly actions. Even if they could look you impressed at first, if they’re as weird as you are, they even join you for the expressive motion of the Attribution.

               Well, on School, where the groups are so marked, express their actions and say this is the normal thing they do. Everybody can say that, but when one group says the actions of other group are weird is because they don’t know the importance of those actions. It’s true, that some actions on some groups are risky to maintain, and certain groups could do actions of nonsense they would consider it as normal. But if their actions don’t hurt themselves and other people, and gets the good benefit in a certain way and with its personal improvement, they shouldn’t be prejudicial. I talked generally, but the voice of your inner you should tell you what is right, what is wrong by sensing it.

So, for the awkward retribution, this:

·         Did you know Internet is used by more people than you think? Because when it comes to statistics, it is always relative, so those people that didn’t get on account are unthinkable to you.

·         You should not laugh at certain things because the logical is clearly stupid for you. Why should we need to follow the canned laugh just because they put it?, sure that part is funny for the Can. “Can can can canned laugh”

·         The images around you are really the perception of a translation of light, you should close your eyes and approve you will still see the light. Not believe me? Press firmly your eyes and you’ll see.

·         Did you know you can hear the silence? Your ear can sense everything it moves, so because nothing stops even with atoms, the silence is practically hearable, in other words, there’re no silence in this world. You can’t argue with that, unless you are a deaf person (which in this case you’ll need to ask the Nerdy Part to apologize because of this weird idea of hearing the silence… u_u)

·         Did you know you are so predictable?, because even with the efforts of not laugh at any of this retributions, because they were going to be awkward, your resistance were futile because I know clearly you tried to pronounce the phrase of Can the can who was canning  the canned laugh.

·         Therefore, you proved yourself you are as awkward as me, because things like this are irresistible to the person of the Attribution. You should admit it. Because after this you won’t find another opportunity in the world of strangers. Don’t be shy. You know also I got also embarrassed by putting this on public, didn’t you?

·         Did you know if you got here is because you are interested on my entries, so I should thank you for following me and joining me in this funny awkwardness in which theoretically everyone should see it, because it is public to everyone, but only you have made so far? (I should give you another cookie...)

“-Now for the appearance in this day, my Nerdy Part! *yay*”

“-Don’t get so happy just because you have put some random things here.”

“-Seriously, I introduced you formally and that’s the answer you say?”

“-Oh, in that case. Hello, Reader, I do my best to comply to the silly discussions with the Main Part, the one who writes the entries. My function is to make this dummy to get real what he says on each entry, so he could understand what things are not appropriate for him. Until now my function is working well, at least on warning him, but I can admit those entries are entertaining and funny too. That’s it for now.”

“-Thank you for…”

“-Now, for this entry contribution, do you want me to calculate your percentage of awkwardness you have done on this entry? You need to know this, because definitely this has passed your limits of awkwardness.”

“-Overcoming shyness! It’s that meaning something to you?”

“-Yes I do, but awareness of your actions are also needed.”

“-But what that is going to be useful for.”

“-This, is going to make you expresses yourself without hesitating.”

“-Oh, and?”

“-You need to practice more.”

“-B-But you said I passed my limits….”

“-Still not enough.”

“-At least I was random wasn’t I?”

“-I’ll consider that on the report…”

“-Report? A-Are you serious? I-I didn’t do anything wrong…”

Media of Dramatic Idea Imposition

                Hello to those who have spent the time to read all my entries for this blog. It’s good to mention that we’re now on August, time for get sunny and hot days to most of the North part of the world. Just for you to know that I’m grateful to those who had read one or two entries of this blog. Although it isn’t famous or much visited than others, I will give the opportunity to get this page to know better.

                Now, my mind was wandering on all the pages of Internet, surfing and reviewing all things other people put on their pages. But then one page got my attention. I won’t get into details (because it’s not the purpose of this entry), but I’ll tell my feeling about that. So to get better the idea, here is an example (not necessary the thing I saw...): 

              “Imagine you are viewing something, let’s say, the TV, a series or a drama or some movie you give the chance to see. But then comes a certain scene in which the protagonist of the “show” gets hurt, or mistreated, or misunderstood or ignored by the main antagonist or the support one or a group of people, who at that moment they point the defenseless main character and, for the state of the show to give the spin-off, they exaggerate the scene by giving strong emotion and strong action. The protagonist gives up in a certain moment and, maybe he didn’t do something to stop it or maybe got the motivation to confront it, but it was an unexpected power that at the end was defeated…. The main point of this comes when you the watcher identify the protagonist so much your emotions are too powerful to manage, maybe because you can’t believe something like this can happen to you in your life….”

“But there’s the catchy part of this “dramatic scene” of the story: that scene becomes so unreal you think there’s no way you could suffer that part, taking the point you are comparing with the main character, and maybe you think: “How do those who made that part of the story know about it?!” Then you turn off the TV and get the idea they don’t know what the real idea is.”

Comprehending  a little bit of the main story, the writers of the story knows only the most peculiar and a essential part of the general idea of society upon the thing they want to express on screen. Therefore, stereotypes and general beliefs of society are the main points of a “basic simple and short story of entertainment”. That’s what it is.

Getting the idea more particular, I don’t know how you the reader knows about the “Nerd Stereotype” and related Attributions (wow, I really wrote the understandable way, heheheh…), and how people who don’t get the idea gets a wrong interpretation of the Attribution. If you are smart enough, you’ll understand Stereotypes of whatever reason are not the typical Personality of the person, but a singular variety of different talents and beliefs. May take one or two of the stereotyped motion, but never get in mind it will be the only one.

But, in the young world of Grouping and Identity Search, those words of the Extreme Attribution have an importance in their lives…. But focusing in the idea of the “Nerd-Type Attribution” (the ones who surround the word), School Issues on the Social Communication gets the wrong idea of the ones who likes an specific type of knowledge, not comprehendible by not mature minds, that it becomes a fascination, and a obstruction of Social Interaction onto them….

You know it’s the wrong idea, because you know it’s not really true, and if you seem to notice that the things happening in your life are as real as the ones they’ve put on TV, maybe it’s time you don’t overstate an unreal life. Remember I’m talking to the dramatic shows, the ones who only entertain and don’t get something beneficial of it. Only a wrong idea and the emotions opened after the show....

But the “show” I’m talking about suggests that a certain kind of situation gets a strong counterpart of the general situation, setting the statement of that normative of the general situation, and, if the “show” is famous among unaware people of null base of reason, the comments of the general situation will be biased on the bad statement, ignoring the “good purpose” of the “show”. I hope the ones who see it get the observation of the idea and not the misconception because of their lack of reasoning....

[And, if you tell me what show I am referring to, I’ll give you a cookie n_n (and maybe the reception of the next entry title…)]

“-So, what are your aims, entertainment of the dramatic actions of the situation, or the point of getting the message of the main situation?”

“-It’s only a show of entertainment, you’re only got your feelings overcome the reason of nonsense.”

“-But you know how I suffer when I see such unrelated things as those…!”

“-There’s always the vision of good acting….”

“-Don’t deny it! You know also the protection of this Attribution is the understanding of the stance of Common Friendship and the Point of Common Idea of the same Attribution!”

“-Oh,…, then, those people…!”

“- Got the idea…? When events want to aim certain people without knowing them well, those people will “burn the idea” forgetting it and never accepting it, even it could have a certain simple idea of them…”

“-Maybe, even if you're taking it personally... thinking in the justification.... So then…!”

“-They’re risking the overture of our Attribution…”

[By the way, if you have noticed, the italic parts are Conversations of Entry Following, so discussions like this may occur. My Nerdy part is very skeptical sometimes with the entries the Main part writes, but has good points to say. Want to follow? The Main part always starts and finishes the Conversations, and the Nerdy part, only has the pair lines…]