..., something has to take me off-balance on unusual levels.
It's like, you're prepared to face great high-leveled creatures, but then a turnaround of events flip over the charts and then you face a creature of overwhelming power, not because of the level, because the flip over turned the stats against him, leaving you on a great disadvantage, nothing could be done before his first and utmost attack what will wipe you out of the play-field.
Then, at the Game Over screen, you start crying. You start to feel sad, and ideas come of your mind, not understanding anything of what happened. You stand up, trying to be strong, and enter again, pressing continue. There was no other option.
But as you see the game field again, an unusual feeling, that same feeling you felt when the things turned against you. High speed sounds and moving objects, facing the unusual get around of the battle. Enemies are the same but somehow their stats were a little bit different, it may be higher, it may be lower.
Everything is different, and the pressure is still on, you don't know how long you're gonna be able to handle the ambiance.... The boss fight is on again, and you didn't get surprised by its opening attack, still it was shocking. You stand there as your Wide Retribution covers most of the field, trying to at least impede the boss from approaching to you. All you can do is recognize the field and take some key points and resources with you. With a strong punch broke your shield, and with another one, threw you out of the field again....
Game over for you, but the emotional pain was too much. Since the start, a strong pressure was consuming all that energy, and because of that, your recovery would take longer, before entering the unusual zone.
This is what you'll do: enter the zone, be aware of the consuming motion, try to be the most objective possible, not being carried away with the sensation. Know the area and reach key spots for saving, there could be no possible way everything could be covered by the pressure. Try to cover yourself if you can. And, when you're at the boss, quickly avoid the attack, and then get away. The strong punch could break away your emotional status. It's better to find better strategies each time you enter the zone rather than go full force and get beaten uncountable times.
It's a safe bet, so when you finally decide to stand against the beast, you know better what to say, and what to do.
*sigh*, those are the things that happen in my mind, things that I can't handle, until I can accept reality with all its consequences.... It's harsh, but, we're still here....
