Hello, 32th post!

(I didn't have a better post title but this...)
This is a post, like my 16th post (not a coincidence, or is it...?) not to tell what posts I did, but I put some of facts that until this day this blog has:
I started the blog, "A Nerd's Adventure", with the post: "Hello World!" on May 1st, 2011. Since that day until now, eight months has passed, with a total of 32 posts, talking about normal things that always have in mind and some experiences and likes of some other things, following the purpose of the blog at its first stage: "an overcoming [expressive] shyness and personal-type blog in which each entry the progress of my expression can facilitate doing more meaningful and attractive ones".
One story was made, some Nerd Issues also and some other Life Issues, more Life Issues, because I was still on progress of Writing Expression. In eight months, I learned of certain things in blogging, I would need 4 months more to complete 1 year, but on this time, I would give my best on more things to share, one of the other purposes this blog has, and also to give a better meaning of the Blog's Title "Nerd's Adventure", in that case, I would tell stories and experiences that someone with the personality similar to a Nerd would have, with his grateful and overwhelmed expression, heheh.
I have like 322 visits, in which the more visited was on this month, December, but when Promotion gets going, I guess this numbers would go up and up and up. The most clicked post was "Bond of Friendship" (oooh...) followed by "Let me tell you about HomeStuck" (it was obvious) and then "Hello World!" (the first post)
So that's for now, I hope you have a great year...

Yay, I finished it, I hope my time would get synchronized and tell when the GREAT IMPULSE has come to us, now, let's continue the party... *heheh*
(Tomorrow I'll do the new things that I was planning to do...)

Last Day Thoughts

New Year, what did I tell you to wait, you appear from that International Date Line and travel your way 4 hours after mine. You have traveled important cities like Australia, Tokyo, Russia, India, El Cairo, Paris, London, Berlin, Italy, all Europe, and then Brazil, Rio, New York, Florida and Mexico City.
It's kinda weird that at one hour to celebrate our New Year, this Earth has gone through all New Year's Celebration at at least 20 time zones..., and when that happened, I must have seen all of them at day, on television, with all the fireworks they do and all the joy and happiness they tell to give. But well, when I got the time under me, when I thought I would do anything before this year finishes, I understand the Time Line is near now.
Only I could get some last moment of adjust and see the Great Impulse get over the sky of our Time Zone, that's great....
But, what gives...? Anyway I have got on plan what I think what I'm gonna do on this next year, because I would want to fulfill the purposes last year I have made, only to arrange it in order to give a better try on those things, now that I have new resources that will help me step further the path I have made to follow. It's up to me to follow well that way.

Did you know, this next year we will have an extra day, you know where to find it, heheh.

Art Revolution

This time, 3 posts in less than an hour (oh my, why I'm doing this that way...?) There will be short but meaningful.

     In order to advance in the progress of the next year's State of Activities on the Nickname's Attribution, in the next time I'll do what I call 'Art Revolution', in which I'll be putting some drawings I did on this year, specially on this December 2011. It'll be great to express also on my drawings, as a hobby that I like also and as a great thing to develop that might help me on future occasions.
I'll put the link later, so you can visit later heheh.

A Happy Christmas 2011

     There's one Christmas per year, so there must be a blog post for this special day, even if I'm a little late to do it.... (I don't feel like doing the post on mornings, but it's in my timezone day...)
     Ok, so, Christmas, presents, family gathering, traditional food, firecrackers and a lot of smoke from those. It's kinda fun being with the family, and spend a little dinner for Christmas. I'm still recovering from getting full at vacations, but all those work to do for the preparations are quite time consuming....

Taking the initiative

Life sure is interesting. There can be moments where you are happy and get going on your actions with a positive life. There can also be moments where you are not, but you try and get objective on what happened after that. In the point of view of the Objective Motion, you can tell that if we have emotions, is because there are to enjoy it, whatever it is. Not that you like when you are angry or anxious, sad or scared, is that all emotion represents a part of our life, there's no deny of that; therefore we can't get rid of them, different emotions can come once in a day. Emotions are there, and so the causes of each one.

    We can't be happy all the time, but we can't be sad neither. Our search in this world is that happiness appears more in our life, with our effort done. Our happiness may depend on ourselves or may be managed by an event of life. It's more grateful that the first statement became true, so we can get into ourselves and live the struggles in our own path....
    I don't know why, but in some situations I would become shy and reserved, maybe because I don't know what to do, or I can't find the right words to say it. Maybe it's not my shyness situation, maybe is that I don't want my voice could hurt someone's heart. Of course my expression will be "the good way", but even with that, it may happen. They just don't want to accept the situation.
    "Taking the initiative", it's good you can copy-paste the title and put it at the begin of a paragraph, heheheh. But, why do they want to ignore the disruption of a broken path...? The clear barrier of space sure is threatening, but, what about time...? In fact, Time Barrier...? When barriers of Space becomes ignored because of easy communication, Time Barrier appears, in the moment people's "schedule" can't match, and when they are out of Time Range, in which the Ambiance of Action occurs....
   Ok, back to the topic, as you can tell, I get the titles to find the right arguments, but events of life related at least a minimum of it make me tell it anyways.... Well, when you have nothing to lose, you can take the initiative of the activities you want to do. But also, when you have things a little risky, you can become something more.
    But, when you are afraid of doing it, you may turn around the situation..., thoughts of excuses and explanations, only because you don't want to face what is to come. You don't even want to face the consequences of your actions, because you really don't know if what you are doing is rightful for other people's view. But then you can search an alternative, something that could torch a little of the real situation; a little action, movement or introductory dialog, may work as a first step on try to obtain the right objective.
    I wonder, how do people get over normal shyness, over difficult situations, over fearful events and over rather embarrassing moments...? I don't get onto that. Rare occasions, only. Of course the first step is important, but when I feel the retribution is not responding as I wish, when would be the right time...? It may be silly, but even if with a glance of the situation it would show everything, it doesn't get fully clear until a feedback is done. Of course I could step back if the situation seems too much for me, because adverse situations of other people may not be good if the appropriate person doesn't come over, and I don't think I'm that person.... In the moment where a person gets angry or mad or sad or whatever unwanted feeling, It's better to view if he could calm down himself, then say some motivational words, and see if with that becomes better. When I'm no person to can resist those adversities (one thing I do if I enter the event and I could get emotionally affected too...), I only can act as a mediator and provider of motivation from a far point, in a indirect act only the person affected could take as his advantage. Only if the person chooses me as the right person to tell, then I could act as one. But that were almost null.... Still, I don't understand how they could get better after all the bad things done on themselves..., friendship sure is to powerful to overcome those events.
    Then the other side, when I need the help of a person of the moment. How to find it? When is it appropriate? I'd need the power and will enough to express help and support and advise. In their own point of view they could provide their opinion of the situation. It may be a good feedback, and a token of appreciation for their help and care for the person asking it....
   I'm kinda strange, because I think the things I want to do are not the things the other wants to do. I could tell something and they may find difficult to follow.... That's why my actions can't be compared easily..., or maybe I'm not demonstrating my friendship with everyone else, or maybe I don't know if my expressions are sufficient, or if I tell little things or not when I first met people... I don't know, they haven't told that, I can't tell by myself, all is a mystery. And just because I don't want to risk that increasing my limits, I won't tell by myself if what I'm doing is right....
   But the last thing must be overcome, what if I tell them I'm a shy person? A strange person who says silly and awkward words and nobody understands? A timid person who can become emotional on a strong thought? What if I increase my interest on my friends? What if I go more often meeting friends of Common? What if I talk more without feeling nervous or silly or afraid, caring a little less of what would happen...? Maybe someone would understand that. I only hope that one is near the space of Action in the right time, if there are more than one, that would be great. I the once before would understand that too, I could appreciate that too!
"-The fact is, I need to take the initiative in order to maintain the friendship done and make a little more...."
"-Ok then, a little practice...!"
"-Eh? What are you going to do...?"
"-That's easy: tell me what you want for me..."
"-Ok, I'll..."
"-But imagine I'm your friend from the Real World, talking in real moment..."
"-In person!?"
"-Seeing trough my eyes..., eh? what I'm doing?, no, that's not necessary...."
"-Ok..."
{
[-Hello, heheh, can you answer my request...? I can be a dumb person only because I can't think as fast when I talk clearly, but, are you angry with me?, are we having problems because of the time-space action motion...? it's kinda difficult to tell that, because it's not of my business, or that's what I'm thinking...]
[................]
[Heheh *blush*, that's what I thought... it's not my problem, but It's kinda weird having strange events of undesirable disruption, just for your information, that...]
[................]
[I just wanted to say sorry, again, *kinda sad*, for not seeing well what's happening, I just can't tell everything with the pure sight, I may be the Observer of Life, but I can't explain everything only with that. It's not reliable...]
[................]
[*Quite nervous* Eh?? That's..., that's not right!! It's just... I j-just... I c-couldn't be... in... in a position I couldn't stand! It's not on my position....]
[................]
[*Calmed voice* Huh? I know, but changes... are changes so important...? It's just that... it was unexpected to me....]
[................]
[*Quite afraid* NO!, it's not like that, I'm sure, that's clearly... stupid to say that...! I-I'm really s-sorry for that...! * Emotionally broken...*]
[................]
[*Surprised* Huh? Are you..., are you sure? Oh, I only thought..., is just that... I didn't know that... *tried to cover sadness*]
[................]
[Did you know? Maybe that may be not of your interest, of if you have noticed that also.... It's just... I'm just a shy person, I can't get over that...., well, I have improved a lot, I think, but there're things my position can't resist. Heheh... I don't know why I'm doing this... *feeling awkward again...*]
[................]
[Huh? Do you still remember...? Oh, that's... *couldn't resist crying...*]
[................]
[Heheh... I know... but, if you could know it, you will understand it better...]
[................]
[Oh, thank you, I appreciate that much... *tearful smile*]
[................]
[I will, In fact..., something... Until the barrier is broken, we can be as the ones before, in the meantime, and until we could repair it, our bond will diminish the flow, to prevent excessive potential on the energy.... I won't stop it, but it's needed a repair, don't worry, if applied soon, it will be as good as new. Only I need to be stronger...!]
[................]
[Thank you can appreciate that, I'll return stronger.... I'm sure with that....]
............ }
"-Wow, that was amazing..."
"-*All Normal* You sure? It was only an action of emotional fast flow..."
"-Heheh, You can be 'All Normal', but of course something as powerful as that could affect a person's life"
"-Hmm, you think my emotional motivation motion can be as wealthy as the meaning of life..."
"-You have a great amount of energy reserved, things like this makes that energy develop and everything else moves forward that energy, even creativity..."
"-Heheheh, so what, ready for 'Art Explosion'...?"
"-You bet!, go on, prove yourself and everyone else you know you can make things better with your creativity and great imagination!"
"-OK!, then..., heheh, I'll be ready when Computing Issues' first post comes..."
"-Eh...? Haven't you got a first post...?"
"-Oh, yeah, but the other post will be the first will be at side of the other first... heheh."

In Linkin Park days...

     Heheheh, in order to not to bore you with my everyday thoughts of life and silly monotone things about Life Issues, it's time to cover interesting things doing in life as music. Even if I wanted to show a glowing personality, in the terms of music, there are things that are just simply cool, especially when it comes from your childhood... So for you readers: Linkin Park, where I started to hear it and how their songs sounds, in a way like you were out of this world. Kind of difficult to explain, but here it is:

      Back in the first days of the new millennium, where nothing seem to be something special, I was presented with a CD that had a few songs of Linkin Park, in the days they were famous. Of course the first song I can remember is "In the End", quite good song it was. As a little boy I was, the meaning of the song was unnoticed, only the rhythm and pace of the music and its rock. On the computer I listened to those songs, when Windows Media Player was well known to play CD music.
     A little bit of computer old days: Windows Media Player, with its reproduction skin and groovy-like screen. Listening to linkin park and seeing this was quite awesome. Because of its CD tracking, I remember some of the songs.
     "In the End", and then "A place for my head", and then "Forgotten". The last one I didn't remembered the song, only the transition between the last one and this. Being a fast-paced song, it was remarkable that my mind could remember little of the song...
     Yeah, remembering Linkin Park makes my memories go into my childhood days. Just because my friend of that occasion wanted to listen that. One of the things we do when we wanted to get out of those songs for children. Sounds kinda spooky, but on those days, music were for us a delightful hobby to enjoy. In fact, a post can resemble adventures of childhood and music, and radio stations and being "radio  broadcasters..." and tell jokes and answering phone calls and all else. Of course playing music and songs.
     In those days, I haven't learned English before, but only the fact this music was part of my life, I just couldn't leave behind. But actually, the lyrics are quite not bad. A metaphorical lyric, you feel like you are in a factory, singing those songs, seeing gears and moving metallic objects, and chains, in a beautiful way. Also the raping part..., meh, how I can't find appropriate words to describe it...? It's like, it sounds rhythmical, as part of the song, even if the pitch doesn't match with the music. I enjoy listening to this, it's like a poem of subtle demand and questions of life...


"-Those songs are good for AMV, specially for those of Naruto, and Dragon Ball Z. A good background for fighting anime scenes...."
"-So you viewed those videos...?"
"-My friend once showed me one of this...."
"-Oh, heheh, well, a little dark side showed from you...."
"-That's nothing with a little emotional retribution, remember in those days the meaning was ignored."
"-Ok, ok."
"-You like the songs too, right?"
"-Well, as you have mentioned before...."
"-Heheheh, it has rhythm after all...."

[RHYTHM practice R-H-Y-T-H-M, for English learners, start with R, end with M, split into two parts, at the middle of each add H, and concatenate with Y and T and you have "rhythm" *English Practice is on!*]
I'm still learning....
[More notes: Linkin Park is at first Nu Metal..., creating ambiance of  personal alienation...?, wow...]
[Last Note: This post was made listening to Linkin Park: Hybrid Theory (2000)... heheh, in witch the mentioned songs appeared on this album.]

Bond of Friendship

Inspiration makes possible all things, so writing can have a meaning on its contents. Today it's a good day, I don't know why. There are days where situations of life make you a little sad. But that's normal, handle the sadness can be a good thing to do. Disappointing events and quite a frustrating loop of actions that has no return. (oh my god, what would happen if you can't get out of the loop? It's just that you haven't got a condition to get out of there - programming references included... :B)

     So, in this day I will get on my motivation got from nowhere [-Wrong, you got it because something has come to you and said motivational words...], to talk again about friendship. It's my favorite topic so maybe it could be quite unusual when I want to talk about it, but, when this post is completed, I'll make sure motivation is still on my side.

     There is a thing called a bond of friendship that we have to the other person when we establish common thing between them. Social Relation has all types of bonds or points of relation. The Graphical Representation of the Mind of the Bond of Friendship establishes that the connection of the relation is like a line, rope, string, thread, something that can connect two points.

The strength of the Bond can be viewed by current flow of energy transmitted by the thread, or by the strength applied to the rope, the more tight is the rope, the more resistant it is, the more  the more fluent the demand of transmission needs.

If we imagine ourselves with a bunch of threads around our body  tied on it, we could see a lot of bonds that we have with the other person. Classmates, friends, family, work buddies, other relations, each has a different bond, with different demands of our attention. The flow of energy depends of the strength of each bond. So, there can be certain bonds dropped in a certain way. Not used, but quite difficult to take off.
To satisfy the demand of the flow, a constant contact of the friendship is needed to maintain that bond. It is done by communication, activities and other things... The constant flow of the energy applied to feed the bond of friendship is quite important, and it's quite easy to do it. In the great definition that comes with the word "Friend", the bond is used to protect the friendship from gossip voices and confusing conclusions when things aren't good to perceive. The bond represents confidence and a point of motivation, a guard of emotions and a notion of hope when you need to get back on the adversities to jump again....

Why people can't make this happen? I'm no expert of that, only a observer of experiences, like everyone else, I suppose. Barriers are a good thing to block a bond of friendship. But when that bond is affected by the barrier is because it's vulnerable to that. I don't think bonds make barriers to block other bonds. That's not the function. So, where the barrier comes from? Good things make the bond go stronger, bad things make the barrier go stronger. It's up to us to make more good things on the friendship relation, so the barriers can be ignored and the flow can maintain the same.

Relation types cannot interfere neither on each bond, so that can't block the flow. But we can have another situation, when the flow of one bond is applicable to a specific one rather than other. Bond flow is constantly in movement, so time is considered to talk about the movement of state motivations of a friendship. Therefore, there can be times when the flow of some friendship is greater than another. It is also normal, that the flow can be slowed. It's fine if the bond is strong enough to stand by itself when it is needed. But then the bond has less and less flow, its strength might go down, and make the flow be limited by the strength supported within the bond. In other words, friendship when is not attended, can be a waste of time..., why support on a friendship when it can't supply my demands of relation?(Remember people, we are social entities, so we need relation in order to survive)

When we feel that, that's when we have doubts and a plethora of thoughts, dominating our mind trying to understand what happened. But there we have two options, right to use and good to apply. One is try to diminish to a minimum the flow but trying to make understand the other person the situation. If the bond was once strong, the understanding can be acceptable, otherwise it could end to suffering. But temporary suspend the flow of friendship may be difficult, but the options of searching new bonds of friendship can be applicable anytime, and if you have enough energy to make flow the new bonds. the other option is, again to talk again to the person and ask for a better flow of energy to make the flow stronger. If once the bond was strong, it could be understandable and make again the attention onto your point, otherwise, if it is ignored, it could break the bond on a strange pattern, difficult to repair to make it work again...

Yeah, Friendship Bonds are interesting. But it's difficult making them. Time is a variable, effort is another, state of contact is a important one, and confidence of guarding emotions and sharing important things the most important one. (Another of my silly programming things... like the Formula of Love... oh my... why I'm talking about that!...)

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-"Someone has told me a Friendship Motivation, that's cool isn't it?"
-"Why you said so? You know what they say...."
-"That 'Not everybody would say that word that easily because it's not needed, just you need to  decipher yourself'?"
-"Something like that. You have an awful demand of energy flow..., that's quite not good."
-"Hmm, it's still difficult...."
-"Even if you make the demand applicable, maintaining it for a long time would be uneventful...."
-"I know, and also that pointing my positions of flow onto a bond will be risky..."
-"You got the idea from the arguments given, that's good."
-"Only a problem, when do I expect the flow from someone to be lower than before? how to make new bonds to make even the flow potential...?"
-"You mean, making a stronger bond on other people...?"
-"Hmm, searching in an strange Space of Action for new Bonds is not my specialty...."
-"You need to learn how to do it, it can be useful when try to re encounter old friends..."
-"I hope so, with the experiences that I got, I may expand a little more my horizons, and make a little walk out of my Comfort Zone.... "

Sharing things to the world

  Hello, now it’s December, last month of the year, how wonderful…. Anyway, it is supposed to get time to analyze and think what have become of us after another year living in this world…. Anybody would make appearance of the most important things happened around the world and making a good article about it. But what happened is now part of history, so, always going forward….