Tuesday, July 22, 2014

Breaking: Nerd Boy saved from Dental Disaster

"And just because I wanted to be 'brave' enough to deal it on my own >///<"

It's been a while since I get to see some clinic facility  to deal with emergency maneuvers, real emergency they say. It's not that I wanted to admit it but it was still hard. You see, I have braces, I'm not just portraying my character just because of that. I do have braces to deal, and it's been a long time I have it, it was supposed to have it ready, at least on a year ago. In fact, I was planning a "Braces Thing" series where I could talk about it. But problems arising and I don't know then. On the story.

Recently I had some dental adjustments where they place some of the tough 'metal-wired' thing around the upper teeth, and have it all adjusted with an array of tight 'suspenders' or those things around the braces but they were together, it looks like a chain. The thing is, almost completely with that, one of those things that get with the last teeth got detached. It wasn't dangerous and seems to be fine to at least be there. I didn't care as I didn't want to spend more time on that either. I got home and then I noticed it was too tedious to eat with that situation on hand. Again I didn't care a lot because I got to manage it.

Even in my sleep it was nice to deal with it. But yesterday, I tried to eat the best I could. Adding the fact the adjustment was hurting me, with all the tedious thing I was having a headache. Then I just tried to adjust it, move it around, I don't know, I did everything I had at my had to at least take it out. When I noticed my dental band was attached to another thing I couldn't take it away. Now my dental band had an alignment of 90 degrees downward, I just couldn't close my mouth. With that I wouldn't eat, nor sleep even!

But then I just returned home, as it nothing happened, I told I needed some arrangements to the dentist, but that It would be tomorrow, as if they didn't know how bad it was. In the afternoon I contacted them, but the receptionist said the one attending left already, and that I should call her tomorrow. Well, I was thinking on how to deal with it on the evening, but then down the kitchen my parents saw me and talked about my problem with my teeth, I just showed how it looked. They didn't liked how it looks.

They tried to help me to cut it out but it was useless. So the only option was to search some place to see some dentist to see what it can be done. It was around nine o'clock. Most of the places where it says 'dentist' were closed, but as they were driving and searching, I was a little scared on the insistence on having to look at someone to deal what they called an 'emergency' I wouldn't believe on that, or I didn't know what to expect.

We entered some clinic, this one was known because of one time I wanted to be Harry Potter without knowing him before (reserved for another story >///< ). We looked for a doctor that 'has the courage to deal with those situations' when I entered the lobby, I was being embarrassed of thinking that I really was to be treated as patient. Me still not understanding my emergency situation. I knew it was bothering me a lot but, why wasn't I thinking for that?

The clinic said they couldn't attend those kind of situations, but said the other clinic, conventionally located a few streets away, may deal with it. It was turning to be a lost hope. But they didn't think of that and we went there. I couldn't appreciate well before the location we arrived then has some nice installments. So then we entered and we explained the situation to the receptionists (the last one there seem to not to be any) when they looked by far my mouth they right away talked as to see they could deal with it. Somehow some nice looking man (I said nice looking because he looked young in red-blue shirt and jeans and a well maintained beard >///<) entered and somehow  greeted my parent. [The position of the Enlightened of Wisdom is famous with its pupils] Said he worked here. And when we explained why we were here, he got a thought look, as if how can we deal with this. Basically he is the man indicated for the job.

He entered to see how to deal it and then it let me enter to one of the clinic rooms, all and hospital bed and lots of utensils and, well, hospital things.... *worried look* I knew the maneuvers to be were orthodontic, and to deal with the powerful wire and all the bondings that didn't let that bothering thing to get out. After a few minutes of techniques that were splendid, everything was done. And without even knowing it that thing was out of my way and I could close my mouth more easily. We thanked the doctor, to be in the way to saved us (to save me >///<) My parent said it was some sort of "Attraction Law" that everything occurred the way it occurred. I don't know if I wanted to make assortment to that. But well, the thing is I could sleep better.

Thinking of a time like this, I get to wonder how I would react if I were to manage another similar or worse situation like this, should I really care or should I would let it be...? Well depending if that is hurting enough, but if I didn't considered this dental problem an emergency issue is because I would be able to manage it, but I thing it turned beyond my position of control.

I'm just ashamed for thinking that.

I'm thinking of really make my braces adventures a series of posts, once I can grasp the position of this blog,

Thursday, July 17, 2014

Random Post of the Month

Hello, I  know it's been a while since I write here, a lot happened though, which it was time-consuming enough for me to take a break on some activities I was active before. I keep trying to re-establish everything for better solutions on organization, resource and generation of content.

I'm confident I can reach a certain level of productivity without times where I get too sleepy to do anything, I want to concentrate those for my times of sleeping, still recovering from my schedule.

As this random post of the month, I say, I'm using lots of sources I can make my generation of content, like better keyboard for fast typing and, other things I need to achieve. As a developer, even if it isn't needed at much, hardware is important to not losing time at moments. And for sure I don't want to travel to the sleep world knowing I'm losing my precious time for not making some developing, and of course I know I need to take my break, do a little exercise and not overdoing things when I'm not feeling well. Common sense it is.
In a lot of ways I can achieve what I want, only a matter of time and patience, only a matter of self-confidence and nice steps on looking around me and little achievements of life.

I'm still want to learn lots of things for a short time, not losing it for little things that can break anything not special. Somehow last year's learnings are helping me in a greater way than others, I just need some special action to continue, well I'm traveling the way and looking at flowers while walking, no we're still on the go.
I won't say anything else for know, let's just hope to search more what I'm doing, and say I won't leave any of my pages behind. I'll try to uphold those pages together and staying active.

Aaand, I keep delaying my evolution process on this blog, keep the patience with me and I'll do something about it. It just, this blog layout is still cute since the moment I placed it here.
I still like the background I have, maybe I'll use the same style for the other one :P

Friday, July 4, 2014

After that moment

After that moment I realized
how stupid I am letting my guard down upon a moment of Outrageous Distortion just to see the damage was done...

I don't want feel the Great Wide Bonding Protection to be shattered by little by things I can't handle... by events I can't even control...!

It's NOT the TIME for THAT! Why that happened? It's supposed to protect all of Base Position the source of power of the Central Position...

Only Final Time would fade it away by little and that's normal, but that directly corrupt the Base Position to the root is unforgivable...!

I felt that once since the Wide Protection started its function, but this time, it was on a nearer bonding distance than mine...!

I'm scared, because of the similar stats of the bonding, unconditional follower of indirect data flowing, but now no flow could be received.

I shouldn't have worried
but it made me so
because the protection covered that area
and now it has a fissure
untouchable by anyone anymore..

If that's the harsh way, well
I didn't know
it just proves I still can't grasp reality
the real one
that is way more that I can cover myself

And that
the Great Wide Bonding Protection
isn't immune to those kind of attacks
cruel movements of reality
that unusually shatters my heart

I'm just a boy
oblivious to the world
submerged into my own
shy on inside, awkward on outside
timid to ask, to join,and to be noticed too...

My power wants to protect everyone I know
so that people can be happy
so that people know there's someone
who can give motivation to all....