“A memory of younger days”

 "The flow of time is always cruel... its speed seems different for each person, but no one can change it... A thing that does not change with time is a memory of younger days..."
    Sheik – The Legend of Zelda: Ocarina of Time

    For those who played this awesome game, this is one of the phrases Sheik told Link said when teaching a song, specifically the “Minuet of Forest”. That phrase was said, because Link when he was young meets Saria at that place he was now. Saria, his best friend, taught him a nice song. The “memory of younger days” is that memorable time of playing and time spending in the forest.
    As you also know, Link when he drew out the Master Sword, he was frozen in time, and instantly became adult. So when he saw how the world was changed for the worse, he would understand what Sheik said.
    In a more deep meaning, if we could travel in time, we would feel the flow of time pass by and we would lose time. But we know we can’t yet travel in time. Also, time is constant in all space so at a specific second is the same for everybody. We all live the present at the same time. If time travel would exist, another person would live his present at another time. It’s a time-based explanation of living.
    But in a more realistic way to see it, we could relate it with time phases, a range of time in our lives in which we do specific things. Some may be slow in living his life-stages: childhood, teen days, young adulthood, etc. Some may live faster and so they get short life-stages. Some may feel like they are stuck in a phase of time, and some may feel like they are more mature in taking strong responsibilities.
    I’m more of the idea I’m stuck in time. I don’t know why. Or that I may be slow on my “flow of time”. I’m patient with myself; I do my activities at my own pace, steady and progressive, but still a little bit slower than others.  I feel like wanting to run or to increase the flow of time, but I feel over because I can’t determine the moment I see a rock when running....
    Just because they say “younger days”, but, what are younger days...? In Zelda they talk about childhood, so is that what it means? I feel when they post it on their blog/spaces I wonder what they really mean.... I can’t tell.
    I can’t concentrate very well on a finishing thought, but I can say younger days are remembered, because they are more likely to not get to live that moment again....

But Link supposedly with the help of the Ocarina of Time could see how it feels to be an adult, without really becoming one..., he might notice all his younger days are to be enjoyable....

Account-Snatching and Post Revolution Wave

    Hello. I’m your great nice guy that runs this blog (whose name’s Erick for nice purposes). Before I get into the topic, I want to let you know something. Maybe you have noticed that, but I wasn’t as active on this account as expected, but I hope to maintain the normal pace of a blog. Maybe you have seen my Tumblr and Twitter that I have still posting something. I don’t usually use my Facebook and I haven’t drawn a new one. I hope I get going on a slightly normal rhythm.

Now, on to the topic.

    As you can see by the topic, let’s talk about when you get your account being taken by another one and tried to change or add or modify things. A normal account is accessed (or signed in) by imputing a name and a password. The password is not to be handed in to anyone, not a single one. And when you get to access your account, you can change your space and try to make a good use of it.

    The problem on accounts getting ‘compromised’ is when another that is not yours gets into your account and makes changes noticeable enough to others to say that’s not the person running that account. I have seen Facebook accounts getting compromised by others just for fun and eventually it is given back to the original users.

    How they could access an account? They should obtain a password and a username. Weak passwords are more vulnerable to get accessed. Even if the password is difficult to remember, a password that’s odd for you or not relatable is one solution. Even so, brutal force password obtaining may be done. But make the password stronger is recommended.

Now, an account is compromised. How do people react on that event...?

    I may not be as direct as possible, but there is no need to retaliate the fact that the account was compromised in some way. What will it solve with that? Will that user is going to leave that way? Will a noticeable alert be done? Something is sure, all people will get into the consideration and a commotion will be done. Posts and posts of trying to upset and rage the user. The point is, you don’t know how the people accessed that account; you just post to stop, or try to stop. The eventful revolution of posts resulted in a high count of clicks to see what’s happening. Worse enough if the place when that bunch of posts was made on a non-erasable place.

    What if the user were to come back? What that if was just a single joke of someone who made all those changes? On Facebook, jokes like this are made when computers are not being attended.... Now all of those can’t be put it back, that cannot be deleted and the incident will be done.

The thing is this: people reacting are not a good thing to happen, but at least it gets the Internet move.

That may be a weird thing to stats increasing, but it still works. I’m just not into that kind of thing....

Maybe my promotion isn’t as well done as expected; maybe I just need to hear people.

But maybe I might not understand a few, only to fear what would react on unexpected events....

Life changes as time passes

    The inspiration of the mind as brought to me something very deep and at the same time very realistic to tell. It’s about how time can change the idea of people, of society, of the social groups, of general thinking, on so many topics that for some they can’t comprehend but for some other they can mostly know the general meaning of this.

    I may be a general blog like some others, in which I may not distinguish my thinking and talking as being so general, or being as normal as people may think, or not being the right person society wants to see on new blogs, or that’s what I’m thinking. If I can’t decide the right path to follow and accept, is not because I can’t do it, is because I just can’t make a right justification to make it very clear to me, and to the others.

    People would say: forget about others, think about yourself, see what’s right for you and how can you apply on your actual situation and if you dare to risk everything possible to change yourself. That’s a tough statement; I may have a slight idea of what I was developing in a long time, ending up in confusion, in a weird notion of making things worse than normal expectation.

    Maybe I do confuse you because you may not see in which world I live (referring as the one we all live inside, our own planet). Unlike other peoples’ lives, my expectation in the place I get around most of the time, my house, isn't as powerful, as great, as strict as others, I may be fortunate about it, but that was not the same on other times. As a boy I would fear some of the rules and strict moments in which you felt you must do the right things, behave the way everyone’s behaving, understand all contents they tell you. And because I can captivate the data very well, all of what they told me was being real for me.

    But there was a problem involving all this data and its application. I could see that all what they said was beautiful and enlightening enough to make a better living in ourselves, but at that time, I didn't see that they can apply the data in a perfect way. Ignoring some concepts and important realization of data, we were still living a normal life that cannot be expressed as a transcendental instance of my life.

    When the “Great Change” occurred, my comprehension of what I was told was being corrupted in different ways I couldn't accept it all by once. All this saved data, I thought it could be applicable in future times, but then they weren't able to make it happen and, with all the changes, limitations of improvement and my final inhibition towards society, all of what I was thinking was losing its power, even though it didn't lost completely.

    All the events that happened on the “Great Change” can have different points of view, depending in the position in which I am now. At other times, I could give a different meaning in order to achieve different goals in life. One of the most important ones was the transcendental meaning of life. How could be that someone like me wanted to achieve such an extreme difficult achievement? I wouldn't know. But one of the requirements to make progress on the goals was not to be shy, being talk-active, know what to say, know a lot about both sides of the social world, adapt to different situations made by them and make a good impression on their lives and their causes of progression.

    Of course, it was too much of me in the position I was, but nevertheless the institution of the bases were established, so the moment I can make a good use of those bases, and succeed in a recursive way, I can obtain at least the minimum of what I wanted to obtain. Beat the addiction of over thought and repetitive actions that don’t lead to anywhere is some objective to obtain.

    In short, I was there, I was ready to overpass the knowledge learned as a child, all those repetitive data obtained, and apply them in a very fashioned way, and with that getting one of the most desired things in life, and that was, a nice friendship that can share my interests in life and activities, regardless of anything else.

    And people would ask: why didn't that happened? Simply because they all think that I’m just too innocent for them, because I may not understand the things they have understood at that time, because I didn't know things they knew already, because their level of data gathering and resources was way too higher than mine. They saw me and they just walked away....

    It was obvious, it was very clear that I won’t obtain the right position a single boy would obtain at that time. But still I was still trying, and people didn't stop me, people didn't tell me, people didn't warn me, that it wasn't the right place for me, not because I wouldn't achieve it on time, because I was only another person on another institution, and little they knew what I was feeling at that time, little they knew the consequences of what was happening.

    Little they know now who I actually am and that’s the worst part. But I didn't know another thing, because I was stuck, I was stuck in my studies and I was stuck that I couldn't separate the comfortable event of a daily routine. At the end, nothing mattered anymore.

    Little they ask what was of little me after all of those events. They know that I have certain relation and that I was a very reserved boy, but nothing else mattered. They didn't ask if I have the things they have. They could have assumed I am, even if I didn't show it as everyone else. That really sucked....

    With a lot of social experience gained, they can apply a very adaptive situation of conversation in which I can fit but the ones who will take over the conversation will be them.

    And still my social interaction will be as weird as the first time, and it was extremely difficult to break through some barriers that forced me to not be me, to save myself from that extreme world I was. I know that I could be on another place and the “Great Change” wouldn't happen. I may live an easier experience and stared with some advantage. Of course my life would be a little rougher and my level wouldn't be so great (or that’s what I could think but maybe not), but at least I wouldn't fear lots of things I had.

    And even if that could happen, I wouldn't assure my position of the Ambiance I most live, my house. The living things and all the weird situations, all what I’m telling know, the position I am know. All the things.... I don’t know what would happen. But still, I don’t know why.

    I don’t know why I’m telling all of this. Other people’s blogs have a better understanding of themselves and they have accept themselves as they are know, and made a better realization of what to follow and what to expect from their actions. And because of that people have more attraction to follow them. And after 2 years, my only goal was overcoming shyness and be more open to myself, talking about things I know (and maybe thing that people would show me), not accepting myself who I am, not accepting the events happened, even though they showed me how to deal with it, in an intent of not thinking with those books they would cover their errors..., nothing to worry about I guess....

    With my immersion as a User of Internet, most of my ideas were slowly changing. The only thing I would ask all of you is: what I was doing wrong all these time. Maybe you can’t answer me, because you may not know me enough to say it. You may want to ask and see what’s wrong. I just want to see if I could have a chance to meet someone again without destroying who I am right now, at the moment of another change.


    I would like to continue, but I saw that was a very long post. Make this a gift for all the posts I haven’t made after a long time....

Writing in the morning, while making things in mind....

    I’m having a lot of struggle in my life, in any aspect of me, something that is supposed to be done, something that has to happen. The worst part is that my mind cannot accept it, in some way. I know a big change is about to happen and I’m feeling that I’m not prepared to take all of this, maybe because of insecurity, maybe because of usual Introversion, maybe because of fear, maybe because I wasn't a normal boy, maybe because I had not the experience from normal activities from friends or else. And I feel like frustrated feeling that even with all my efforts and all of my attributions and focus and motivations. My always lack of experience will make my mind doubt.
    Why can’t accept it? Because I must surrender a lot of things, take a lot of things as done, finish what I couldn't finish at other time, with other result, an unexpected result, but it must be done. I don’t feel sometimes that the time flow is normal. I can be lost for long periods of time, wandering out of the nowhere, it seems weird, but I don’t care a lot. Only evading the everyday pressure, and getting a lot of insecurities and doubts in a determined time.
    I can feel a little bit of depression of emotions, a little bit of emotional alteration, a little bit of lack of reason, a little bit of absentmindedness. Even though my base and my Near Position are quite maintainable, feeling all of this anyway is quite uneventful. It’s not that it must happen every day, or once a week. I can only feel how I get deep and deep and not wanting to do anything else.
    I don’t know how to talk about all of this, because it’s only an event, not of everyday issue. I know I have this problem and somehow a solution must be done.

    Meh, even in here I’m not sure how to continue.... :I, I just have to maintain my main position.
    Ok, my reason to write this post is gone, maybe because of being a little tired, hopefully I get more inspiration, and I’ll search and write it out.

By the way, in case you didn't noticed, we have passed the 2nd Anniversary of the start of the first blog, so yeah, I did remember it, just that I didn't have the chance of writing something about it. :P